Thursday, August 16th 2012

Client calls all day. Avoiding the craziness of the lives of others.

Friday, August 17th 2012

Raeven has so much to do, but others want attention and pose as a threat and a distraction. But to be kind without hurting anyone’s feelings, she must make time to get work done.

Blaine called and woke Raeven up. Said he wants to go to a movie.

Organizing the schedule for the school year. Wondering how the kids will do walking home from school if Raeven is not home. Malena has been very good at keeping track of her house key. Raeven got invited to speak at her first women’s event on August 28th. Raeven will need an assistant. Val offered to go with Raeven. There is hope after all. Raeven would love things to settle down a bit.

Sunday, August 19th 2012

5pm       Blaine called Raeven and Raeven am babysitting. Raeven asked Blaine about his kid’s mother and why she was suddenly so interested in his and Raeven relationships? He said that he did not want to discuss it with Raeven. Raeven got a bunch of stuff out her chest. Raeven told him that he was full of crap and that Raeven was pissed at him.

515pm  All of the kids are in the room, six kids eating noodles and playing video games. Suzy and Raeven are reading “lady and the tramp’, Malesh just left. Raeven was wondering what it feels like to have family that size, even though the times are tough. I mean they were a handful but a cool bunch of kids.  It seems like Raeven will never know. Malesh says that she might want to get baptized and that it might help her life a bit.

Raeven needs a ten-day fast from the negative people around Raeven. But it seems there is nowhere to escape. Still, Raeven has not found her house keys.

Raeven is grateful to God for opening her eyes and her heart and for never abandoning Raeven. These have been some eye-opening days. Who would have ever thought Raeven would have had these experiences?

Monday, August 20th 2012

The kid’s school is having an open house to get them ready for school. Blaine called and seemed malicious. James called Raeven to tell Raeven that he has some school supplies for the kids. He is bringing them over today.

Wednesday, August 22nd 2012

Céline needs her locker, set up PTA, Céline needs a locker card, Raeven set up St. Matthews for the after-school program. Busy day.

5pm       her back hurts, trying to stay positive. The kids are here. Raeven is hoping that Raeven can get back to work. Allen called and said we have a meeting in Colorado. And Raeven told him Raeven probably won’t be able to make it; her life is still not back to normal yet. Allen reminded Raeven to send him her terminated Reps list.

August 23rd 2012

Went to McClinton to meet with Sophia, Céline’s counsellor. Met the basketball coach. The kids are going to hang with Theresa S for a couple of hours. Allen and Raeven are going to go close some deals.

11am     Céline and Malena are talking to their Dad.

1145am Allen just called and confirmed our meeting at the Home Depot with the employees, speaking to them about retirement.

1pm       Raeven called Blaine, he didn’t pick up. Raeven wanted him to ask Roland to stop tripping he is being hateful and apparently, he wants Raeven to care about his state of emotions and wellbeing, but even is only concerned with getting out of this hell pit. Raeven is too busy and stressed. They have no idea what it’s going to take for Raeven to go back to work full time. Raeven have seventy-five plus account updates. That is her focus today. Raeven promised Raeven would get them done by Saturday.

Thursday, August 23rd 2012

5pm

Meg is here, finally, Raeven feels better, a sane person. She says Raeven did the right thing by putting everyone out of her apartment that night and that Raeven should have done it sooner.

Today’s meeting for business was good. Charles set up three appointments, Raeven had to yell at everyone just to get back control of her own residence, so now everyone is looking at Raeven as though Raeven am the one that is crazy.

The girls and Raeven had dinner. They asked Raeven why Raeven was being mean to everybody. Raeven told them that Mommy is sick and tired of everybody and Raeven have a lot of work to do to get our life back. Raeven feels like a retard trying to deal with all of these people. More time with the girls, less time meeting the neighbors.

Friday

Knock, knock, knock. Theresa S is bringing Raeven coffee and Gale is trailing right behind her looking for answers. Jim picked up Céline and they went to IHOP for breakfast. Today Raeven need to relax her brain. Raeven should focus on the laughter of the children. Gale said that Roland is going to the hospital. There wedding is on October 2nd and he wants Blaine and Raeven to stand in for them. Raeven is exhausted but Raeven feels that Raeven should at least let Blaine know that he was asked. Raeven left him a message. Blaine called back and said he wants to do a Bible study with Raeven. He thinks her, he is going to need it.

Saturday 25th 2012

Theresa S brought Raeven coffee. Raeven told her Raeven couldn’t take the constant traffic. Once the school year started Raeven really need to get back to work. We spoke about forgiveness for our neighbor’s weaknesses. Just then, Roland and Gale came by to tell Raeven about the hospital visit. They wanted Raeven to tell Blaine Hello for them. Raeven told Roland Raeven needed to stop the constant traffic if Raeven was going to get back to work. Raeven put Roland out of her apartment after that, for putting Raeven down as a business person. It seems that he doesn’t even want Raeven to try. It seems that they just want Raeven to sit here and not go back to her work. They don’t realize that Raeven has worked hard for twenty years. Roland tells Raeven that Raeven is too naïve for business. And that Raeven cannot be a competent business persona if Raeven is not having sex. He says that Raeven should submit to Blaine, be tolerant and patient with him. Raeven feels like he is trying to use Blaine’s romantic notions to control Raeven. Since he said all of that, Raeven just asked him to leave. Raeven doesn’t know what is wrong with these people. It just feels like spiritual warfare. Raeven want the games to stop! Raeven want people to stop knocking on her door and distracting Raeven!  Gale came back later on and apologized for Roland. Raeven told her Raeven was doing Bible study. She asked if she could do it with Raeven. We read Mark. Raeven told her that Raeven had a lot of work to do, Raeven had to organize her files and Raeven was terrified that it was going to take all of Raeven. Jim’s mom sent dinner some with all of the kids.

Sunday, August 26th 2012

The girls are going to church with Corrin they have that huge van.

Raeven needs complete focus, everyone in this building knows that Raeven have a deadline and Raeven need to focus.

Come on team six more sales, we can do it!

Céline told Raeven that she is a warrior/leader/ninja princess. Helping to keep her kids on track is the most important thing to Raeven. This environment is serious spiritual warfare, Raeven cannot focus. Roland is ignorant. Something about him makes Raeven want to change him and makes Raeven want to be a better leader. Not that Raeven thinks Raeven can change him but the way he sees the world is very small and narrow. He doesn’t get any of the things that Raeven male conversation with him about. And he seems to want Raeven to teach him how. Raeven must ignore him completely, he is a bully and goes psycho when things do not go his way.

Malesh came by for a minute.